The little, big thing

Cardboard is too hard, and christmas decorating is dangerous

It wasn't until I got real problems that the things I found so devistating before, were really so insignificant

“I was going to ask you if you wanted to do something tonight.  But common sense got the better of me.  The thought of being with you again like that scares and excites me.  I hope you had a lovely evening without me, though you never left my mind.”

HOLY CRAP BEN GIBBARD SINGS IN THE POSTAL SERVICE.

-dannx:

How did I not know this?

I have loved The Postal Service for SO LONG.

WOAH

I'm sorry.

It must kill you to see me break down like that.  All I can come up with to pin point my pain is the demons that you can’t see. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, why my smile is faint and I struggle to get out of bed.  But please don’t give up on me, I can feel things getting better, as long as I have your smile to return to.  There was something you said that has changed the way I see the world, and I think, slowely, I’m getting better.  I’m happier now then I have been in a while.  I’m sorry its so hard.

I wrote this for you.

starsandsounds:

I love you. I love you. I love you. No matter what, I love you. We may sometimes fight, we may sometimes not get along, but never let that blur the clear vision of my feelings for you. Because god damnit, I LOVE YOU. I love you more than I have or will ever love any single thing in this beautiful world. I love you for all the big things, and also the little ones. I love the way you tell stories, I love the way you brush your hair from your eyes, the way you tie your shoes, the way you sip your hot chocolate. I love how your hand finds mine so easily, the feeling I get in my stomach when I catch you glancing at me, how you never cease to make me laugh. How you kiss my forehead, cheeks, lips, chin, and nose in quick sucession. Your willingness to help me in any   sort of situation. How every little thing reminds me of you. Our silly nicknames and inside jokes. Our memories. I have never been so happy. I’ve had to empty my Itunes from all sad music. I just can’t relate anymore. Our petty fights will never reduce or shrink all these things I feel for you. Because you know what? We’re in love. We’re in fantastic, frightening, breathtaking love. We’re going to laugh and fight and hug and kiss and cry. Just because our relationship isn’t perfect, doesn’t mean it’s not perfect for us. To be quite honest, I wouldn’t have it any other way.

I love you. So much.

Love,
Aryn

xoxo